Friday, October 20, 2006
hungryhungry stomach growling.. ate mos burger.. i DUN lky soggy fries.. i prefer crispy ones.
den take pay.. reissue voucher.. wait for ahyang.. go bugis shop ard.. go marina sqr shop ard.. watch movie.. blahs.
huiwen + debbie + ahyang + jian wei + me watched DEATH NOTE. a show wif no ending -.-' bud okae lars.. quite interesting lo. i lky e movie cuz e god of death is cute.
he sent me hm n we had a "great" chat. although e things he said r harsh n unpleasant bud they sound right. so i shall ponder..
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both r great guys. one is daring yet noisy e other is err shy n not noisy.. both of different character. frankly speaking i prefer guys of e middle.. occasionally noisy to e extend which wld not make others feel annoyed. bud seriously, tis aint a game whr u can choose ur own character, nobody's perfect n since i'm definitely not either.. wad position m i to choose?
bud still i cant believe tt a guy will fall so deep for me in juz a mere 2 wks. plus e sentence he said "ppl asked me to jio u although i inside gt abit wana jio le" in addtion to lao die told me tt his son will go for gals if his frens ask him to, it makes me wonder is u wan de or ur frens wan u to de.
i admit tt many times u made my heart leaped, e things u do r touching. waited for me for 2 hrs when u were sick.. take care of me during oc.. blahs.
i always took many things for granted.
terence used to buy me cookies wheneva i hd cravings for them. yet i nv appreciated them.. soon there werent any thankew frm me.
n fetching me frm places.. when he stopped picking me up tt much i juz tink tt he stopped lovin me as much.
den e movies he treated me to watch.. i tot he was uncreative.
wad a bitch i was huh. =((
sayin all these doeant mean tt i regretted breaking up wif him cuz in many ways we r not suited for each other, although he's a guy who's near noisy yet not annoyin thingy. i juz regret tt i dint appreciate e things he did till now.
anyways, he had found a new gal, wishing him all e best den. e gal look pretty =))
so after tis chat.. i found out tt i'm truly naive. i mind ppl's height, i take things frm granted, i trust others so easily.. blah.
sad huh.. to noe tt i'm naive.
his wish: me right dog ( cuz my eyes r bigger n i'm taller ) him left dog
my wish?? a guy who loves me n i love him.
after 4 hrs.. zZzzzZz
i hd figured out tt sumwhr in my heart i'm so touched by his actions. bud can i accept a noisy n short jian wei? can he really b my happiness? i nid more time to tink..
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slp first!!
*snores
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